I keep finding myself striving to do more, especially now that I'm back to not feeling so well. Now that I know if I try to do anything (and everything) I want to do, I will end up with a headache. I know that sounds weird (or like I'm just creating a self-fulling prophecy) but I've been living with this pain for long enough to know that if I'm very calm and I sit around/lay around and do nothing I'll feel better (and like I can do something) and then when I do something (anything) the pain immediately comes back. I've gotten to the point where I'm hesitant to even knit because I'm scared it will bring on a headache.
While I'm sitting around, I find myself thinking of half thought out plans of things I want to do. I keep saying "when I feel better I'm going to..." I think that it's uplifting that I know I have plans, that I'm not content with just laying around all day doing nothing but watching TV or reading. I'm hoping that once I do feel better I will follow through with everything I've said I'm going to do. Even more than that I'm truly hoping I will feel better enough to have the energy to work and do other things, maybe even make some friends around the DeSoto County area. Until then I'm just going to have to keep taking my medicine, work, and be fulfilled with what God has put in my life (my family and my puppies, oh and my kitty).
Poor Kitty Dante still gets barked at by Puppy Oscar.
Title: "Bird on a Wire" by Sarah Blasko
Labels: Dante, Jack, Migraines, Music, Musings, Oscar
